scars

3 years ago today, we lost our second baby.

1 year ago today, we lost our fourth baby.

Since then, we've had two more losses.

Wow, just writing that made me realize how much of my life has been spent throwing up and leaking milk.

What have I learned? That there is no why. Each of us is a precious miracle. Wounds have healed but scars remain. Scars are what remind me how lucky I am to be able to witness such constant beauty.

And mostly, that which does not kill us makes us stronger.